This is to honor Wife...Q....who has turned our marriage around with the use of Loving honor Her...the Women who embrace their Dominant honor Her...the Women who have helped to guide their partners to be better honor Her...the Women who provide the professional services of Female Domination in all it's forms...a service for those unlucky enough to have a Dominant Lady as a positive influence in their daily honor Her...those Women who have shaped our lives and fueled our fantasies and exposed our needs...the Teachers, Doctors and Nurses, our Mothers and Aunts and Babysitters, the Police officers and Female bosses, the religious authority figures, and those girls back in school who walked by us so hot and so aloof....then matured into the Women who tease and deny us today!....And even those Femme Fatale celebrities that seem to ooze Dominant sexuality....Through photos, and art, and words....This is to honor Her.

Saturday, October 22, 2011



The house is son is asleep...i'm on the computer...torturing myself by looking at porn! I watched Q shave Her legs and pussy this afternoon...i stood there outside our shower room...fully clothed...holding two towels for when She'd emerge all smooth and wet and clean...this evening She slipped into a tiny, sexy black dress and high heels to go out dancing with Jill...i imagine some guy or guys will be getting extremely lucky tonight!...Or not...Either i sit...lamenting the fact that i didn't beg for a little attention this afternoon while i had the chance...Tomorrow being Sunday...the day Q and i have the house to ourselves...looks as if it might not happen...last Sunday...Q had me strip naked...then Her and Jill both administered a very erotic...albeit very painful birthday spanking to my backside...all the while taking breaks to tease and lightly stroke my penis until my balls ached almost as much as my ass!...

Tonight they're going clubbing together...and who knows what else for who knows how late...if Q has any plans for us tomorrow...She hasn't allowed as to what...nor has She required me to make any preparations for an eventful day as She normally would...i'm just feeling kind of left out and owned, like an not being allowed to be part of...isn't being owned and used, (or not used!) all a part of anyway?....


Vanessa Chaland said...

Used, not used.
Abused, denied.
The confusing life of a cuckold. :)

Robert_Anthony said...

As much as I like the idea of the cuckolding fantasy, reading this just reinforces in my mind that it is something I could never cope with... on the other hand, looking at those pictures and imagining what is happening at your place, I can't help but be just the tiniest bit jealous. Well perhaps jealous isn't the right word... just that top picture is enough to make any submissive man feel like he would do anything she wanted.
Well pretty much anything!

k said...

Yes indeed Mistress Vanessa...most times i'm very happy and content to be absolutely submissive to my Wife...but...sometimes...self-doubt, fear, jealousy, selfishness...they creep up with no warning...i am a work in progress still!

And yes Robert...i am quite blessed to be in the very type of relationship most subs dream about!...But reality his harsher than fantasy...and a bratty little child...i get whiny and just want my way!...Sometimes it's difficult to remain in the "it's all about Her" mindset!...Fortunately, (or unfortunately!)...Q has a quick and effective method of turning that mood around!

Anonymous said...

I agree with Robert, the reality would be too hard to accept. She is out having a life while you are home getting yourself off with your own fantasies. She is hardly even involved. I would love to know the statistics on how long relationships like this last. How long before she finds someone else or gets tired of the game? How long before you can't take the imbalance of the relationship? Could she go back to an equal partnership if you decided that's what you want?

Aren't you worried, that in time, Q will not only stop seeing you as her man but as a man at all?

No judgments here. If you're happy with it, great. I'm just thinking of all the mind twisting questions I would be going through but maybe that's just me.